April 21, 2008
I’m Back: Christian Rationalization and Purpose
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Well, wordpress has updated everything and so have I! I purchased the 20 dollar upgrade so I could add music. However, I need to figure out how to make the music play on the blog, rather than making readers download it. If anyone knows how to do this, that would be a huge help. Anywho, this song above is a really great song. I advise you to listen to it.
I also think I am going to start a youtube where I will basically read off of and elaborate on my blog. It will start in the middle of May.
Well, it is finals time and after working all night into the morning, and I made a mistake…I had some french press coffee at 4 in the morning. Now, the problem is not that the caffeine is keeping me up. Well, at least not as you’d imagine. The problem is that I am perspiring. I am hot and bothered. I have come down with a coffee-induced temporary illness that I will term, in my late-night genius, “man-o-pause.”
And so here I am. Blogging. And trust me, with all the work I have, only man-o-pause would give me the sufficient motivation to blog instead of sleeping or working.
I had originally intended on blogging about the April 9 forum that I moderated. However, due to some more pressing issues, that will be saved for Tuesday. Tomorrow, I will blog about all of the recent hoopla and manufactured controversies about Senator Obama. So it will be a busy few days.
Today, I plan on addressing my church, the Chapel at Crosspoint, my pastor and the general problem of complacency in the Church. (I always forget which “church” is capitalized…oh well)
My Pastor is no dummy. That Jerry Gillis guy is no fool. He knows where the members of our church are in their lives and he knows that applause for bold words on Sunday morning does not translate into action on Monday. I’m sure he even has a pretty good grasp on people questioning what the clapped for in their seat as soon as they walk out the doors of the Church.
You see, I don’t know much about God, considering all there is to know, but what I do know is that Jesus Christ didn’t have a modest goal. Jesus doesn’t set the bar very low and God doesn’t have expectations that can be met if they are pursued half-heartedly. Jesus Christ didn’t walk away from Lazarus and go on a vacation because he knew he did something pretty sweet, so he could “chill for a while.” God didn’t commission believers to make the name of Jesus heard from where I am or where you are to the end of the block, he commissioned believers to spread the word of God and the Good News to the ends of the Earth. And so, it is a bit of a contradiction then when Christians are content with living in their own little bubble, doing their own thing, and patting themselves on the back when they finally build up the courage to say the name Jesus in public or to pick up the Bible around Christmas time.
Pastor Jerry Gillis is a visionary. He is an imperfect one. But he is a visionary with goals in line with the goals of God. It would be convenient for many sitting in Church for Pastor Jerry to stand in front of us and claim that the mission of God, and therefore the mission of Christians, can be fulfilled by writing a check to a homeless shelter every year. It would be convenient for him to stand up there and claim that the mission of a Christian is to simply read the Bible and make sure that you keep your head down and build fences and don’t sin and just make sure your children go to Church on Sunday so you look right…It would be easy. It would be easy to ignore the plight of the people living ten minutes from your Williamsville home in the second poorest city in the Nation, and just make sure that you are presenting yourself right.
And so when Pastor Jerry doesn’t say what we want him to, when he gets up there and talks about a broader mission that requires involvement and giving some things over and changing some things, all sorts of things come up. Just as atheists rationalize their belief in everything but Truth, we rationalize why we won’t participate. Why that mission is not for us. “Pastor Jerry, what is he trying to do? Make himself famous?” “That Pastor Jerry, did you hear him today? Thinking he’s better than everybody else!” And we never get around to dealing with the content of the message. We never get around to dealing with God’s Word because we’re so stuck in the trivial.
As a sidebar, this extends into how folks are thinking about politics right now.
But I digress…
Listen…I’ve been sensing something in my Church and in believers all over…All of a sudden my Church is clapping at the end of every song. We have people screaming out and making a scene, putting on a real show, as if to prove to the people sitting next to them that they are on board with whatever Pastor Jerry is saying.
If you are going to Church because the music makes you feel good, or the preacher makes you laugh, or because you get some kind of moral lift, some feeling of superiority out of it, you need to shape up. In addition, frankly, if you go to the Chapel, and you are walking in the opposite direction of the Church: you need to get out. If you call yourself a Christian because you like having a framework which you can use to justify your hatred of homosexuals or your political affiliation: you need to get out. I can put things a little blunter than Pastors who lead their congregation, I have no influence…So I will say this: If you haven’t noticed, the Church (all believers) is in a place right now where it is dragged down by dead weight. If you aren’t a Christian with a mission, you need to examine yourself or step aside. You don’t have to be perfect, you just have to reject the temptation of deluding yourself into thinking that cafeteria religion is working for you.
I am a complete and utter failure in following Christ. For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do–this I keep on doing.
I worry my mind is not even a slave to God’s law, as I find myself at a loss for what that law is.
But what I do know is that my heart yearns to learn of it, even if my consistency in striving for that knowledge is despicable. And what I do know is that I am eager to use my life for God’s purpose, even if my commitment to that mission is often corrupted by that which wages war against what I know to be just and worthy.
It is time to inspect ourselves. Our own hearts. And perhaps we can all align our hearts with God’s will.
I encourage everyone to listen to the April 6 message and the April 13 message here.
Thank you for reading, and I will be back later tonight.
